Journal Entry 36: Writing is Difficult

          I think writing is difficult for me because I personal don't like writing, because it took a long time. Writing is very hard for me because my grammar suck and everything I wrote is trash or garbage. People say reading can affect how good you write, but I don't read, I never read any English written book. It's very hard for me to finish a book. When I read, I felt asleep after reading the first page, that is why I don't like reading, and it also means i don't like writing at all. Also writers need to have good hand writing so people will read what you write, for me I have very ugly hand writing and people blinded when they see my hand writing. Also I am not good at writing, because when you tell me to write something, it will took me weeks to finish it. If it's a essay, I might think should I do it or not. When I grow up, I rather picking trash selling gum at the train station rather being a writer. If I am a writer, no one will want to read my project, which i will get starve to death because i don't know how to write. People always do something that we think it's difficult, because they want to challenge themselves, which is a retarded way. They trying to act good in front of the adults and gets award, they are fact and stupid. Which I never do, I do something I can, I never cross my limit.